Category: Personal

Just Passed by Again

I never thought that I’ll be able to blog here again. It just so happened that I checked my email and one of my friends followed this blog. I don’t know how she discovered this blog… haha..

Well, since the day I had my own website, I became busy maintaining that website that’s why I wasn’t able to update this blog anymore.

But, if you are still interested reading stuff I write, you can visit and join my website at

On the other hand, I think I might update this blog again some time, if I still manage to have some time. lol :))


It’s Morning and It’s Raining

Should I say good morning even if it’s raining? Ok fine, good morning everyone!

It’s been a while since my last blog here.

I have just woke up today. Though I had a very short sleep last night I already have to wake up. Why? I just have to. lol. :p

Ok folks! Bye! I don’t have so much things to say this time.

Good Friends

I’ve been living on this planet for more than twenty years now. I’ve already met many types of Earthlings, some of them are whites, blacks, yellowish and even brownish. Aside from their physical features, some of their traits are humble, arrogant, friendly, intelligent, not so wise and so on.

Lucky me, I have friends that I know that I can trust!

I have this group of friends. I met them during my college years. They have been good to me for all these years. We laugh together, we even cry together at times. We share jokes, we even share problems.

Aside from my college friends, I met some of them after graduation. One of them really makes me laugh a lot. Though we don’t usually talk a lot when we see each other, we always exchange messages through phone. It’s just a sad thing that we don’t have that chance to hang with each other for a longer time. I hope we can have some time together one of these days.

Friends are really important in our lives. I can’t think of a person who lived and died having no friends.

Now, who are your friends?

I Read Something

Minutes earlier, I am having an exchange of messages with a friend. I shared a story to her then she told me to read her latest blog entry, so I did.

Her entry is about letting go of a person she loves. There’s one part of her entry that stroke me. Here’s the part of the entry;

You were the best one of the best ones and I’ve told myself before that I wouldn’t settle for second best. But maybe, this time, I’ll try to look for the best in somebody else.

If you read this, sorry if I posted this here. :p

I just realized that you are quite right but like what I’ve said, I still want to try it for the last time. 🙂 There will be no regrets.

It’s Still You

It all started few years back. This unwanted feeling over you. At first, I am quiet hesitant with what I feel and I even tried to divert it to different persons or things.

Years passed, I graduated from college and had a job while she’s left in school continuing her study. Though years passed, the feeling grew stronger. The unwanted feeling turned out to be my favorite one.

Now, I am willing to pursue you. I’ll take the risk. I’ll accept what ever your response will be. I’ll still be your friend and you’ll still be my friend.

All I ask is a chance to prove my self.

I know this sounds cheesy but it doesn’t matter anymore, though I hate this kind of talking. 😐

Still a Good Thing

I have been questioning myself why I don’t have a strong body. Why am I physically weak?

Since I was a child I am already a thin boy. I never experienced how is it to be well built. What if I have a stronger body? Maybe, I am an athlete now or I may be able to do a lot physical tasks.

This is one of the reason why I chose to be a programmer. This profession doesn’t require me to do so much physical stuff and I can also say that my mind functions well than my body.

Maybe it’s just fair for me. I have been gifted with a good mind though I don’t have a strong body. When I am in front of my computer I feel like I can do anything. When I am in front of my computer I can travel (without expense… LOL.. ), I can meet friends and I can even play sports (though it’s just merely a computer game).

I come to realize that it is still a good thing that I am not born stubborn.

I’ll just continue smiling. 🙂

Around 4:00 p.m., I traveled back home from a meeting. While I am walking to where I am supposed to ride a jeepney, the rain suddenly poured down. It is not just an ordinary rain. It rained hard.

Luckily, I got in the jeepney so soon, but there is a problem, I don’t have an umbrella to use when I got off the jeepney. That’s a mess!

When it’s time to get off the jeepney, I just run to the nearest shed. When I reached the street I usually take as my short cut, the rain poured more.  Now I am really wet.

I waited there for an hour for the rain to stop but the rain didn’t stop so I decided to run instead of just waiting there.

There was a funny thing here. When I reached home, the rain suddenly stopped. That was just 5 to 10 minutes before I decided to run home instead of waiting for the rain to stop. I wish I just waited. haha…

Lesson: Don’t stop waiting, there might be something good ahead. No rush!

Current Project

I am currently working on a project right now. It is a software development project. The purpose of the software is to store information.

Sorry if I can’t post the exact details here. All I can say is it handles sensitive records and personal files of each people in the records.

Morning Thought

Good morning!

I woke up around 5:30 in the morning. Waking up early is not a normal thing to me because I usually sleep late and wake up around 9:00 am to 11:00 am.

My room’s window is faced directly to the easy and my apartment is at the fourth floor of the building that is why the early rays of the sun will surely enter my window and directly touches my skin.

Yesterday, I posted about my current struggle in life. It’s kind a simple for others but for me, it is hard to think of because there are many people expecting me to contribute in terms of financial matters.

This morning, I have realized that I am losing my focus these past days because of this struggle. I have to do my stuffs though I have this struggle. I must not be interrupted.

I need to focus. I need to be more patient than before. I’m not going to lose hope.

Struggling to Survive

My life has never been easy. I work but I couldn’t earn. My income has never been enough. My needs require bigger salary but what can I do?

I am currently employed in a company right now. Before, I used to work in two different companies at the same time so I get double income but I loss my other job.

Earlier,  I received a message from my mother. She is asking for money but how am I going to provide the money she’s asking me? That’s a big amount.

I running out of ideas now on how am I going to make more money. I can’t even think properly. All I can do now is pray and hope that there will be a blessing for me.

I hope I can still survive in the coming days.