Tag Archive: Hope

It’s Still You

It all started few years back. This unwanted feeling over you. At first, I am quiet hesitant with what I feel and I even tried to divert it to different persons or things.

Years passed, I graduated from college and had a job while she’s left in school continuing her study. Though years passed, the feeling grew stronger. The unwanted feeling turned out to be my favorite one.

Now, I am willing to pursue you. I’ll take the risk. I’ll accept what ever your response will be. I’ll still be your friend and you’ll still be my friend.

All I ask is a chance to prove my self.

I know this sounds cheesy but it doesn’t matter anymore, though I hate this kind of talking. 😐


Still a Good Thing

I have been questioning myself why I don’t have a strong body. Why am I physically weak?

Since I was a child I am already a thin boy. I never experienced how is it to be well built. What if I have a stronger body? Maybe, I am an athlete now or I may be able to do a lot physical tasks.

This is one of the reason why I chose to be a programmer. This profession doesn’t require me to do so much physical stuff and I can also say that my mind functions well than my body.

Maybe it’s just fair for me. I have been gifted with a good mind though I don’t have a strong body. When I am in front of my computer I feel like I can do anything. When I am in front of my computer I can travel (without expense… LOL.. ), I can meet friends and I can even play sports (though it’s just merely a computer game).

I come to realize that it is still a good thing that I am not born stubborn.

I’ll just continue smiling. 🙂

Morning Thought

Good morning!

I woke up around 5:30 in the morning. Waking up early is not a normal thing to me because I usually sleep late and wake up around 9:00 am to 11:00 am.

My room’s window is faced directly to the easy and my apartment is at the fourth floor of the building that is why the early rays of the sun will surely enter my window and directly touches my skin.

Yesterday, I posted about my current struggle in life. It’s kind a simple for others but for me, it is hard to think of because there are many people expecting me to contribute in terms of financial matters.

This morning, I have realized that I am losing my focus these past days because of this struggle. I have to do my stuffs though I have this struggle. I must not be interrupted.

I need to focus. I need to be more patient than before. I’m not going to lose hope.

Struggling to Survive

My life has never been easy. I work but I couldn’t earn. My income has never been enough. My needs require bigger salary but what can I do?

I am currently employed in a company right now. Before, I used to work in two different companies at the same time so I get double income but I loss my other job.

Earlier,  I received a message from my mother. She is asking for money but how am I going to provide the money she’s asking me? That’s a big amount.

I running out of ideas now on how am I going to make more money. I can’t even think properly. All I can do now is pray and hope that there will be a blessing for me.

I hope I can still survive in the coming days.